Saturday, February 20, 2010

[Old T.V shows] Pokemon.

So, I was talking with my younger siblings the other day and the topic of old t.v shows came up. Pokemon was the main one we were discussing and it came to my attention that the new episodes are just a continuation of the old ones, and that the old ones are never re-visited just not remembered. So my youngest cousin, who is 6, always used to ask me why Pikachu wouldn't have to go in the ball like all the other pokemon, and why did he get a pikachu when you can't choose a pikachu in the game. So instead of telling him why, I showed him. Youtube has everything. But at the same time it's unfortunate that these children are growing up on these t.v shows that we grew up on as kids, but have no idea as to why things are the way they are now, or how they even came to being that way. They don't know that the first season of pokemon shows came with the first series of pokemon games, where in the game Pokemon Yellow ( which I own) You get a pikachu instead of choosing the other 3 characters. & When the show decides to revisit old places, or past characters, the kids don't have a clue as to what is going on.


It's just been on my mind that these kids are such big fans of a craze they know so much about, yet nothing at all.
-Sarah Q/ORANGE;inal.

Peace of Mind

He says there's no me without him. Please help me forget about him. He takes all my energy. Trapped in my memory. Constantly holding me... constantly holding me...
I need to tell you all, all the pain he's caused. I Need to tell why, I'm undone because he says it's impossible without him, but I know it's possible to finally be in love, and know the real meaning of a lasting relationship, not based on ownership. I trust every part of you...
All that you say you do.
You love me despite myself. Sometimes I fight myself. I just can't believe that you would have anything to do with someone so insecure, someone so immature. Oh you inspire me to be the higher me. You made my desire pure.
Just tell me what to say. I can't find the words to say. Please don't be mad with me. I have no identity. All that I've known is gone, all I was building on. I wanna walk with you. How do I talk to you...
Touch my mouth with your hands. I wanna understand the meaning of your embrace. I know now I have to face the temptations of my past. Please don't let me disgrace where my devotion lays. Now that I know the truth. Now that it's no excuse.
Keeping me from your love, what was I thinking of? Holding me from your love, what was I thinking of?

You are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind.
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible.
He says it's improbable, but I know it's changeable.
He says it's not grab able, but I know it's have able.

Cause anythings possible...




...anything is possible.
-Lauryen Hill.Peace Of Mind.

Thursday, February 18, 2010




Love this girl with all my heart <3

Happy Birthday Tevon Mitchell


To Tevo.

It is your birthday
Words cannot describe how I feel.
Words cannot describe how it felt.
Words cannot describe how it hurts.
Words cannot describe, yet my actions do. So I cry. Lay my head on my pillow and allowed apart of me to die. You took that part of me with you when you stopped breathing that night [07.19.09] And I felt just as you did, that night when I got the call. Telling me you've been shot, for no reason at all.
The phone falls.
My heart falls.
It calls for you, but you are gone.
I've never had a greater pain, to see a friend go.I've never had a greater pain, than to feel all alone. Everyday, I look for you, but you're a no show. It hurt to see you leave, but it hurts more to know you're not coming back at all. I still keep a look out for you in the hall. I listen for your laugh, but I can't hear anything at all. I am drowned by inner sadness. Even though I never show. You told me to never hold anger, just to let it go. But I just want you to know that even to this day.

I miss you Tevo.
Every single second, of every minute, of every hour, of everyday.

And from my heart and mind, you will never lead astray.
Love: Sarah Quildon