To Tevo.
It is your birthday
Words cannot describe how I feel.
Words cannot describe how it felt.
Words cannot describe how it hurts.
Words cannot describe, yet my actions do. So I cry. Lay my head on my pillow and allowed apart of me to die. You took that part of me with you when you stopped breathing that night [07.19.09] And I felt just as you did, that night when I got the call. Telling me you've been shot, for no reason at all.
The phone falls.
My heart falls.
It calls for you, but you are gone.
I've never had a greater pain, to see a friend go.I've never had a greater pain, than to feel all alone. Everyday, I look for you, but you're a no show. It hurt to see you leave, but it hurts more to know you're not coming back at all. I still keep a look out for you in the hall. I listen for your laugh, but I can't hear anything at all. I am drowned by inner sadness. Even though I never show. You told me to never hold anger, just to let it go. But I just want you to know that even to this day.
I miss you Tevo.
Every single second, of every minute, of every hour, of everyday.
And from my heart and mind, you will never lead astray.
Love: Sarah Quildon
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